Measured by the holy grail of research - a paper published in Nature - my scientific career was a complete failure. A long, drawn out failure: it took years and years for my Nature-worthy-had things-worked-out project to come to the unpublishable conclusion that in fact, things were not going to work out.
It was an ironic pleasure then when, shortly after starting at my job at the biotech company in Germany, I was published in Nature. Sure, it was an ad and not a spectacular breakthrough that would Change The World. It was still extremely satisfying to go from idea to execution to being published in Nature within just a few weeks.
When I worked at WWF, the holy grail was to get an opinion piece into The Economist or the Financial Times. Again I failed.
Now I'm back in marketing... and yes, you guess it... my words are appearing in The Economist and the Financial Times. Even cooler, I came up with the concept for a flashy interactive ad for The Economist iPad app, got the right people to make it for me, and now it's out there! My words, my idea, in The Economist!
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The other night when I was lying in bed, I suddenly had a vision of Lukan running towards me across the school playground after school had finished, his pochette* flapping around his neck. And equally suddenly, I realised that by working out of the home, I will probably never see this in real-life, ever again.
The pain in my chest at this realisation was not insignificant. And not really counterbalanced by getting ads published in newspapers.
* A laminated paper envelope that the infants kids use to take messages from the teacher home.
Also, just to say I am not miserable working, I just find the full-time-ness of it hard.
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